Its a secret that must be kept in order for us to be together.
i have waited for this to come an now it has
i don't want you to hurt me cause the last time was worse enough
i love you so much it almost too hard to explain
i think about you every time i hear your name
Two times i have lost you and that is to many for me
when you wrap your arms around me and hold me tight i still never want to let go
when you kiss me softly on the cheek is when i couldn't resist your love
and when you hugged me goodbye then held my hand a little longer just so i would turn back and hear you say you love me is the night i wish to remember you by
you are my past, present, and future and it can only get better then this
there has been to many tears and heartbreaks over us but now it shows that it was all for a reason
no matter what happens you Will always be the one i want to keep.
everything and anything that happened taught us how to be stronger.
you are the one that is constantly on my mind and you are the reason for my smile
you will forever be mine.
i will never forget you
i have figured it out,
i was too busy thinking about what would my life would be like without you
but i have realized that i needed to think about what my life was like with you
when it was just me and you we were so in love we could not see anyone but eachother.
when we were apart, i was always worried about what you might do when i wasnt there to distract you from the rest of the world.
when i couldnt see your face i wished it was there, but it never was.
you were always leaving me for someone else
my life without you will be less of a worry but it wont be as great as it was with you.
it is safe to say that you ment fore to me then anyone else ever will,
that i will bever forget the moments we shared,
that no matter what, the numbers have stared over with you and you were my fist everything.
and i will never forget you.
i was too busy thinking about what would my life would be like without you
but i have realized that i needed to think about what my life was like with you
when it was just me and you we were so in love we could not see anyone but eachother.
when we were apart, i was always worried about what you might do when i wasnt there to distract you from the rest of the world.
when i couldnt see your face i wished it was there, but it never was.
you were always leaving me for someone else
my life without you will be less of a worry but it wont be as great as it was with you.
it is safe to say that you ment fore to me then anyone else ever will,
that i will bever forget the moments we shared,
that no matter what, the numbers have stared over with you and you were my fist everything.
and i will never forget you.
Ruined
i'm holding on to our memories,
to our words
our feelings,
to the sound of your guitar,
to the sounds of you sleeping on the phone
i cant do this
i cant let you go
why did you have to ruin us?
written:
11.20.2010
to our words
our feelings,
to the sound of your guitar,
to the sounds of you sleeping on the phone
i cant do this
i cant let you go
why did you have to ruin us?
written:
11.20.2010
The final desition
its almost funny how much i had this coming
better hold your breath because the rest of your life will be a roller coaster
you made the worst decision to do that to me
now you will pay for all the pain you caused me
for every tear i shed over your worthless words and what we were
forever and ever was a joke
there was never a together
i will walk past you and you will understand what you just did
you let the best one you'll ever find slip away from your grasp
i held on for as long as i could hoping you would pull me back in
but instead you let me fall
and i fell to the ground
and i too shattered in to a million little pieces just like what you did to my heart the time before
you want to slowly go back to the way were used to be
but there was no used to be, there was no then
everything was all wrong about us
i refuse to shed another tear because of your useless body and soul
but i cant fight the tears
they must come out
as they start to roll down my face one by one i flash back to when we thought we were going to be together forever
you will never be on my mind
you will never fall asleep to the sound of my voice
i will never come back, no matter how much i want to
its funny how much i loved you
its funny how much you meant so much to me
its funny how many times you lied to me
you loved me? i dont think so babe
take all your shit and never come back
im done with you and all these feelings
i want to let you know everything im feeling but i cannot talk to you
tomorrow will be hell.
there is no turning back now
your strapped into this roller coaster that will never end
keep your hands and feet inside, i dont want to see you get hurt?
have fun with the good for nothing girl that will leave you.
forever means never, never means we didnt happen.
better hold your breath because the rest of your life will be a roller coaster
you made the worst decision to do that to me
now you will pay for all the pain you caused me
for every tear i shed over your worthless words and what we were
forever and ever was a joke
there was never a together
i will walk past you and you will understand what you just did
you let the best one you'll ever find slip away from your grasp
i held on for as long as i could hoping you would pull me back in
but instead you let me fall
and i fell to the ground
and i too shattered in to a million little pieces just like what you did to my heart the time before
you want to slowly go back to the way were used to be
but there was no used to be, there was no then
everything was all wrong about us
i refuse to shed another tear because of your useless body and soul
but i cant fight the tears
they must come out
as they start to roll down my face one by one i flash back to when we thought we were going to be together forever
you will never be on my mind
you will never fall asleep to the sound of my voice
i will never come back, no matter how much i want to
its funny how much i loved you
its funny how much you meant so much to me
its funny how many times you lied to me
you loved me? i dont think so babe
take all your shit and never come back
im done with you and all these feelings
i want to let you know everything im feeling but i cannot talk to you
tomorrow will be hell.
there is no turning back now
your strapped into this roller coaster that will never end
keep your hands and feet inside, i dont want to see you get hurt?
have fun with the good for nothing girl that will leave you.
forever means never, never means we didnt happen.
I'm sorry forever and ever never happend
Forever and ever baby I will never stop loving you,
I will never stop wanting you
I wrote you a song for you and for you only
You’re the first girl that has ever meant something more to me then what I need
I miss you when your not here next to me
I cant breath when your not standing close enough to me
I want to hold you in my arms and never let go
Forever and ever baby we will be together
Nothing will ruin us
Nothing will break us apart
Well, forever and ever isn’t long enough for me to have you
I want you till the rest of time
I want to fall asleep in your arms and wake up with you still there
I actually meant those words that I said to you
But for you it was all just a game
You play by the book that you have written
You broke my heart because you needed time to think
I cried for seconds that seemed like minutes for minutes that seem like hours and hours seemed like eternity’s at a time
I want you so bad but you are messing it all up
You were never like this with all the others that you were with, just me
I wait for you to call me every night
I am disappointed and alone when you don’t answer
I need you to be with me or else I feel like I will fall,
I don’t think you ever loved me
I don’t think you ever will
I have given you a second chance but it is as if you need more chances to get it right
I don’t want to waste my time
But when I’m with you, time fly’s by
Everything I have said has meant nothing
Everything you said has meant everything, to me
Why do you want to let me go
when I have given you my heart and soul
For I dream to be the girl you pick up and twirl around
I forever wish to be that girl that you will never forget
For all the things we talk about it's never me it's always them
I should just let you go but I am not yet capable
It hurts me even more that I can't do anything to change your mind
You may love me more then them but they are close enough behind
I didn't say those three words to you until they meant something
You said them to feel like you had the power to control my mind
And I find that I should have let you go when u wanted me to
Because now there is no love it's all just a show
A play of your desire to hurt me and love me
An act to fool every feeling I show and feel
You used to be that boy next door that I would always think about
But now I feel as if you live miles and miles away
And the connection is slipping
The lines from the telephone poles are falling
The battery is dying
The rain pours down on my window
As the tears run like a river down my face
The hate and jealousy that I feel shouldn’t be there
The worrying shouldn’t have to happen
But these feeling have led me to questions that you have given me answers to
I wish I never asked but I needed to know
I needed to know I wasnt the only one on your mind anymore
I needed to know that there wasn’t much there
I needed to know the song your wrote for me, wasn’t for me
The things you said to me I believed and I thought were true,
But anything I said to you was nothing to you.
Breaking my heart meant nothing to you as long as you had other options
It hasn’t been the same since then
I can’t feel anything about you anymore
I should have listen to all the others that told me what I needed to do not what I wanted to do.
You should have just kept thinking forever because it would have been better then what we have now
I am not like all the others you fell and have fallen for
Something called self repecet is something I have and they don’t
Im sorry if im not the girl you thought I was
Im sorry I cannot change the way I am
Im sorry that you will not let me change your mind
Im sorry that forever and ever never happened.
I will never stop wanting you
I wrote you a song for you and for you only
You’re the first girl that has ever meant something more to me then what I need
I miss you when your not here next to me
I cant breath when your not standing close enough to me
I want to hold you in my arms and never let go
Forever and ever baby we will be together
Nothing will ruin us
Nothing will break us apart
Well, forever and ever isn’t long enough for me to have you
I want you till the rest of time
I want to fall asleep in your arms and wake up with you still there
I actually meant those words that I said to you
But for you it was all just a game
You play by the book that you have written
You broke my heart because you needed time to think
I cried for seconds that seemed like minutes for minutes that seem like hours and hours seemed like eternity’s at a time
I want you so bad but you are messing it all up
You were never like this with all the others that you were with, just me
I wait for you to call me every night
I am disappointed and alone when you don’t answer
I need you to be with me or else I feel like I will fall,
I don’t think you ever loved me
I don’t think you ever will
I have given you a second chance but it is as if you need more chances to get it right
I don’t want to waste my time
But when I’m with you, time fly’s by
Everything I have said has meant nothing
Everything you said has meant everything, to me
Why do you want to let me go
when I have given you my heart and soul
For I dream to be the girl you pick up and twirl around
I forever wish to be that girl that you will never forget
For all the things we talk about it's never me it's always them
I should just let you go but I am not yet capable
It hurts me even more that I can't do anything to change your mind
You may love me more then them but they are close enough behind
I didn't say those three words to you until they meant something
You said them to feel like you had the power to control my mind
And I find that I should have let you go when u wanted me to
Because now there is no love it's all just a show
A play of your desire to hurt me and love me
An act to fool every feeling I show and feel
You used to be that boy next door that I would always think about
But now I feel as if you live miles and miles away
And the connection is slipping
The lines from the telephone poles are falling
The battery is dying
The rain pours down on my window
As the tears run like a river down my face
The hate and jealousy that I feel shouldn’t be there
The worrying shouldn’t have to happen
But these feeling have led me to questions that you have given me answers to
I wish I never asked but I needed to know
I needed to know I wasnt the only one on your mind anymore
I needed to know that there wasn’t much there
I needed to know the song your wrote for me, wasn’t for me
The things you said to me I believed and I thought were true,
But anything I said to you was nothing to you.
Breaking my heart meant nothing to you as long as you had other options
It hasn’t been the same since then
I can’t feel anything about you anymore
I should have listen to all the others that told me what I needed to do not what I wanted to do.
You should have just kept thinking forever because it would have been better then what we have now
I am not like all the others you fell and have fallen for
Something called self repecet is something I have and they don’t
Im sorry if im not the girl you thought I was
Im sorry I cannot change the way I am
Im sorry that you will not let me change your mind
Im sorry that forever and ever never happened.
Your second chance
You wanted me to stay
Then you wanted me to go
You have to choose what you want
But my heart is set on you my dear.
I will never fear your love,
Just the thought of losing you once more
I could not stay away
I could not stop needing you
I could not stop thinking about you
My tears have ceased but the pain is still felt,
The confusion and frustration
Then anger and the love
I need you to know that you hurt me enough to make me cry,
That you broke my hear with just a phone call
Then tried to make things better with a text
This is your last chance to have me back,
You say you can’t breathe without me by your side
Will I can’t see when your not there to guide me.
Hers your second chance
You only get one,
So wow me back babe.
Then you wanted me to go
You have to choose what you want
But my heart is set on you my dear.
I will never fear your love,
Just the thought of losing you once more
I could not stay away
I could not stop needing you
I could not stop thinking about you
My tears have ceased but the pain is still felt,
The confusion and frustration
Then anger and the love
I need you to know that you hurt me enough to make me cry,
That you broke my hear with just a phone call
Then tried to make things better with a text
This is your last chance to have me back,
You say you can’t breathe without me by your side
Will I can’t see when your not there to guide me.
Hers your second chance
You only get one,
So wow me back babe.
All i feel is Sorrow
All I feel is sorrow
As if there will be no tomorrow
You have left me with tears running down my face
It will take time for me to figure out my place
I love you still
For you do not have the will to hold me again or to make me happy
You are the only one I want to talk to but you will not answer my calls
Why do I still love you?
Is it the fact that you were the only on I did not fear?
Or was it that you were the only one I wanted to be near?
I gave my whole heart to you and you have let go of it and let it drop to the ground
As we stand to watch it fall it shatters into so many pieces it will never be able to be put back together
I trusted you to keep it safe but that was a mistake
I will try to make my feelings for you fade
But the image of your face is stuck in my head
I cannot forget the moments when we were together
I feel like I will remember them forever
I love you so much to let you go
But I don’t know why you wanted to go
You left me with no one and tears in my eyes
I want you to come back but you want to stay way
So you might as well take you clothes that you let me keep so I can go back and weep over you and what you did to me
Baby I love you but you won’t say it back
And it hurts e so bad that I do not have the will to see your face, but you have made me go back to this place of heartbreak and sorrow,
of loneliness and tears,
of memories that will not disappear.
This is the place I was at for so long.
You had taken me away from this place but now I am back
I do not want to be here.
All I want is for you to come back and wipe my tears and tell me you love me once more
Because I cannot take this anymore.
I love you forever and always will
As if there will be no tomorrow
You have left me with tears running down my face
It will take time for me to figure out my place
I love you still
For you do not have the will to hold me again or to make me happy
You are the only one I want to talk to but you will not answer my calls
Why do I still love you?
Is it the fact that you were the only on I did not fear?
Or was it that you were the only one I wanted to be near?
I gave my whole heart to you and you have let go of it and let it drop to the ground
As we stand to watch it fall it shatters into so many pieces it will never be able to be put back together
I trusted you to keep it safe but that was a mistake
I will try to make my feelings for you fade
But the image of your face is stuck in my head
I cannot forget the moments when we were together
I feel like I will remember them forever
I love you so much to let you go
But I don’t know why you wanted to go
You left me with no one and tears in my eyes
I want you to come back but you want to stay way
So you might as well take you clothes that you let me keep so I can go back and weep over you and what you did to me
Baby I love you but you won’t say it back
And it hurts e so bad that I do not have the will to see your face, but you have made me go back to this place of heartbreak and sorrow,
of loneliness and tears,
of memories that will not disappear.
This is the place I was at for so long.
You had taken me away from this place but now I am back
I do not want to be here.
All I want is for you to come back and wipe my tears and tell me you love me once more
Because I cannot take this anymore.
I love you forever and always will
Your the only one i needed to find
The thoughts of losing you cross my mind.
It took me a while to figure out you’re the one I needed to find.
Now the feelings of losing you are making me hold on to all of what’s good.
You are the only thing that has been on my mind,
And I hope that goes for you.
It is unimaginable the love I feel for you.
You are mine and only mine.
I want you to be at my side,
To never disappear.
I don’t know what it is about you but you are the only one I do not fear
I am not afraid of falling in love with you
But I am afraid to lose you
You belong to me
You are the keeper of my hear and I want you to never let go of it
I never want you to let me go.
I live off the moments when we are so close I can feel your breath on my neck and you lips pressed against mine
When your fingers are interlocked and they are holding on so tightly we will never let go
When we fall asleep on the phone
I wish I could talk to you forever,
There need not be words just the thought of you being with me is all I need to survive a life time with you.
the boy next door.
I dont want to write my feelings down about the boy who lived next dorr
in fear of falling for,
the boy who has left me with no words to discribe him
but the sounds of his voice
and the words he spoke
the way he walked
and the way he talked
the way he calms me down
and how he makes me miss him so
i cant stop lovig him even though
he is still just a little boy
but he is special because his is the boy next door that i have fallen for.
in fear of falling for,
the boy who has left me with no words to discribe him
but the sounds of his voice
and the words he spoke
the way he walked
and the way he talked
the way he calms me down
and how he makes me miss him so
i cant stop lovig him even though
he is still just a little boy
but he is special because his is the boy next door that i have fallen for.
10 things i love about you
I love the way you look at me
i love the way you smile
i love the way you hold my hand,
even if its just for a little while
i love the way you want us to be together,
forever and ever
i love the way your always there
i love the way you hold me tight
i love the way you talk to me
i love the way we never fight
i love the way you will never leave me
i love the way we are together.
i love the way you smile
i love the way you hold my hand,
even if its just for a little while
i love the way you want us to be together,
forever and ever
i love the way your always there
i love the way you hold me tight
i love the way you talk to me
i love the way we never fight
i love the way you will never leave me
i love the way we are together.
my only wish
your my only wish
for us to be like this
in a world where we only exsist
in a place with out time or space
to meet face to face
to fall in love with that special one
forever till eternaty.
for us to be like this
in a world where we only exsist
in a place with out time or space
to meet face to face
to fall in love with that special one
forever till eternaty.
One (for ashley)
One look back is all it took to shatter her heart into a million little pieces.
One look back and the tears ran down her face.
Just one look to make everything not okay
One year of learning to love this one person and no one else
One year of knowing he doesnt love her back
ONe year was all taken away by a look
One is the number she now fears
'because one look can shatter her heart into a million little pieces
One look back and the tears ran down her face.
Just one look to make everything not okay
One year of learning to love this one person and no one else
One year of knowing he doesnt love her back
ONe year was all taken away by a look
One is the number she now fears
'because one look can shatter her heart into a million little pieces
That one
We can never let go of that one person
the one we shared or first kiss with
the one we first fell in love with
the one we will never forget
when you push him away he is still in your heart, he will never leave no matter what happens
he may not be that one that is forever but his is that one you will always remember.
the one we shared or first kiss with
the one we first fell in love with
the one we will never forget
when you push him away he is still in your heart, he will never leave no matter what happens
he may not be that one that is forever but his is that one you will always remember.
Once again
Once again this feeling of loneliness hits me
it hits me so hard i want to break down and cry
i cannot come to the realization that it takes time to find someone who truly loves everything about you.
But i do not want to wait any longer because everyone around me has found thier someone special
I shall not cry but there have been enough teads shed to fill the world and i will be declared dead
dead from life moving to fast and never being able to catch up
dead to never finding that someone to cheer me up
dead from drowning the world with my own tears
it hits me so hard i want to break down and cry
i cannot come to the realization that it takes time to find someone who truly loves everything about you.
But i do not want to wait any longer because everyone around me has found thier someone special
I shall not cry but there have been enough teads shed to fill the world and i will be declared dead
dead from life moving to fast and never being able to catch up
dead to never finding that someone to cheer me up
dead from drowning the world with my own tears
Fall
fall is the season of love
everything just seems to fall into place
the wind moves through everyone finding that one person you are destioned to be with
and that wind will sweep you off your feet and bring you to that person
the old leaves fall and so does out past
anything that has happened is gone for good
but the leaves will lay on the ground as a blanket to secure you before you move on.
the temperature begins to get colder,
till its winter and everything freezes,
so does our hearts,
they are frozen in time, to that one moment you fell in love this Autumn
everything just seems to fall into place
the wind moves through everyone finding that one person you are destioned to be with
and that wind will sweep you off your feet and bring you to that person
the old leaves fall and so does out past
anything that has happened is gone for good
but the leaves will lay on the ground as a blanket to secure you before you move on.
the temperature begins to get colder,
till its winter and everything freezes,
so does our hearts,
they are frozen in time, to that one moment you fell in love this Autumn
the moment of truth
when it all comes down to this moment,
will you still be right here?
by my side no matter what
holding me tightly
i want to tell you everything but i dont think you will listen
i cry my self to sleep thinking of what i did wrong that day
this moment of letting go all my worries,
this is the moment of truth.
whill you still be at my side,
together forever untill the end?
i love you all but i just want to be heard
will you still be right here?
by my side no matter what
holding me tightly
i want to tell you everything but i dont think you will listen
i cry my self to sleep thinking of what i did wrong that day
this moment of letting go all my worries,
this is the moment of truth.
whill you still be at my side,
together forever untill the end?
i love you all but i just want to be heard
Back
i feel like they are drifting away from me.
like i am just falling apart
back to what i used to be like
i want to be able to trust them but i dont think they trust me
i feel like i dont belong anymore like i have bee n kicked out of my own life.
i just want them back and the old me
like i am just falling apart
back to what i used to be like
i want to be able to trust them but i dont think they trust me
i feel like i dont belong anymore like i have bee n kicked out of my own life.
i just want them back and the old me
life to come after this
i'm scared, just so scared of life when i'm done.
i used to lay awake and think of the worst that could happen,
i still dread those thoughts but what will i do when it actually becomes real?
this place that i will go to.
what will happen to me and the ones i love?
i am not ready, but who is?
these feeling haunt me.
but why should they?
i'm just so scared of what ill leave behind and the things i never got to do.
i'm afraid people will forget but its hard to remember everything about me.
i'm just scared of the life to come after this one.
i used to lay awake and think of the worst that could happen,
i still dread those thoughts but what will i do when it actually becomes real?
this place that i will go to.
what will happen to me and the ones i love?
i am not ready, but who is?
these feeling haunt me.
but why should they?
i'm just so scared of what ill leave behind and the things i never got to do.
i'm afraid people will forget but its hard to remember everything about me.
i'm just scared of the life to come after this one.
not this time
I didnt mean to fall in love this time, But you make it so hard to let go. I didnt mean to say all those things. I didnt know that they were true.
I see you in the hallway wew dont speak. We dont look at eachother, but we feel eachother. I see others but not a clearly as i see you.
You are perfect. but others may not think so. You are differnt and so am i. Together we bring out the good.
I didnt mean to fall in love this time. it wasnt sopposed to be this way. But it happend.
Did you mean those 3 words?
'cause i did.
I see you in the hallway wew dont speak. We dont look at eachother, but we feel eachother. I see others but not a clearly as i see you.
You are perfect. but others may not think so. You are differnt and so am i. Together we bring out the good.
I didnt mean to fall in love this time. it wasnt sopposed to be this way. But it happend.
Did you mean those 3 words?
'cause i did.
you cant
You cant please everyone
you cant change for everyone
so why does it feel like you do?
why does these things always happen?
when you feel like you need to please everyone, and change for everyone to make yourself feel better?
deep down you know you cant
so you just have to please your self and change to the way you want to be if you want to be happy.
you cant change for everyone
so why does it feel like you do?
why does these things always happen?
when you feel like you need to please everyone, and change for everyone to make yourself feel better?
deep down you know you cant
so you just have to please your self and change to the way you want to be if you want to be happy.
moon
I watch the moon,
I watch as it fades.
Sometimes i wish.
Sometimes i wonder.
Why does he go away?
How does he make the day new,
By letting the old one go.
I watch as it fades.
Sometimes i wish.
Sometimes i wonder.
Why does he go away?
How does he make the day new,
By letting the old one go.
when i go
When i go away will you miss me?
When i die and rott away will you come visit me?
You,
that thing i need to find.
when i go will you follow?
will you even look?
There are things undiscoverd unfinnished and unrevealed.
things i have seen
when i lay there in my casket will you stand above me?
when i no longer give you my words, will you seak for me?
will you understand?
how come this is so easy but everything is so hard?
fun is no longer here.
when i leave,
will you follow?
When i die and rott away will you come visit me?
You,
that thing i need to find.
when i go will you follow?
will you even look?
There are things undiscoverd unfinnished and unrevealed.
things i have seen
when i lay there in my casket will you stand above me?
when i no longer give you my words, will you seak for me?
will you understand?
how come this is so easy but everything is so hard?
fun is no longer here.
when i leave,
will you follow?
forever
did you mean it?
did you say it just to say it?
did you really move one?
i didnt belive it, but you made me
you made me see happiness again.
but all i see is darkness.
therea are no more people that say that to me.
no more people make me feel the way i did with you.
now its gone.
and i am alone, once again.
dissapointed and scared
you made me belive.
can you make me belive that things will be okay?
can you convince me that you have really moved on?
i dont think so.
because its not true.
i cant stand to look at your face, hear your name because i know its all fake and its all over,
forever.
did you say it just to say it?
did you really move one?
i didnt belive it, but you made me
you made me see happiness again.
but all i see is darkness.
therea are no more people that say that to me.
no more people make me feel the way i did with you.
now its gone.
and i am alone, once again.
dissapointed and scared
you made me belive.
can you make me belive that things will be okay?
can you convince me that you have really moved on?
i dont think so.
because its not true.
i cant stand to look at your face, hear your name because i know its all fake and its all over,
forever.
land of love
Someone once told me that I had to spread my wing and fly.
I answered, where am I supposed to fly?
The land of love,
I do not want to go there, that place, the land of love
Because love hurts.
It hurts when it turns your back on you and floats away, it feels like someone took you wings away
But when you’re in love you feel like you can fly over the clouds and you are always happy. It makes you feel like you can fly to this place, the land of love.
But someone has taken my wings. And now I can’t even remember how to fly.
The pain I have is so deep inside me I don’t ever think it will go away.
Even though I should fly away, someone has taken my wings.
I answered, where am I supposed to fly?
The land of love,
I do not want to go there, that place, the land of love
Because love hurts.
It hurts when it turns your back on you and floats away, it feels like someone took you wings away
But when you’re in love you feel like you can fly over the clouds and you are always happy. It makes you feel like you can fly to this place, the land of love.
But someone has taken my wings. And now I can’t even remember how to fly.
The pain I have is so deep inside me I don’t ever think it will go away.
Even though I should fly away, someone has taken my wings.
broken&brave
I will always be broken never brave.
Never brave enough to face you.
To look in your eyes and say I still love you.
But you don’t love me back and that hurts so bad.
I will always be broken never brave enough to face you.
And you will never be brave enough to face me because you don’t want me.
Never brave enough to face you.
To look in your eyes and say I still love you.
But you don’t love me back and that hurts so bad.
I will always be broken never brave enough to face you.
And you will never be brave enough to face me because you don’t want me.
3 words
There are just 3 words
That you said to me
That made my heart jump
That made me all jittery
That I felt the same way about you
That feeling was so strong
That you said to me
That made my heart jump
That made me all jittery
That I felt the same way about you
That feeling was so strong
but, that was the past
We are secretive
No one knows
Our little chats can last us forever
We are mysterious and crazy
But that was the past.
Now there are no words
No mysteries
No more sneaking around.
You have gone, and don’t seem to care.
but that was the past,
No one knows
Our little chats can last us forever
We are mysterious and crazy
But that was the past.
Now there are no words
No mysteries
No more sneaking around.
You have gone, and don’t seem to care.
but that was the past,
afriad
im not afraid anymore
im not afraid to see you with someone else
im not afraid to hear your namee, to hear your voice
you have taught me a lesson.
but you have scarred me for life.
so i thank you for the lesson,
but i hate you for what you did.
im not afraid to let you go
but i am afraid to love you again, and i am afraid that im still holding on to these things.
and maybe i might just still be afraid of these things.
im not afraid to see you with someone else
im not afraid to hear your namee, to hear your voice
you have taught me a lesson.
but you have scarred me for life.
so i thank you for the lesson,
but i hate you for what you did.
im not afraid to let you go
but i am afraid to love you again, and i am afraid that im still holding on to these things.
and maybe i might just still be afraid of these things.
time
its sopposed to make things better.
its sopposed to make things easier.
but it doesnt.
it make things worse i makes things harder
it gives me more time
but i dont want any more.
i want it to be over.
can time make this stop?
can it stop my pain, my loneliness, my feelings, me dreams?
i wish it could but,
thats the only thing it cant do.
It cant do it for me.
its sopposed to make things easier.
but it doesnt.
it make things worse i makes things harder
it gives me more time
but i dont want any more.
i want it to be over.
can time make this stop?
can it stop my pain, my loneliness, my feelings, me dreams?
i wish it could but,
thats the only thing it cant do.
It cant do it for me.
never
i like you to much for you to go away but i hate you enough to want to run away.
these feelings for you seem as though they will never fade.
But as i think, i start to cry and wonder why you hurt me so bad.
i thought you ment those things that you said to me, but that was all a lie
and
you will never change.
these feelings for you seem as though they will never fade.
But as i think, i start to cry and wonder why you hurt me so bad.
i thought you ment those things that you said to me, but that was all a lie
and
you will never change.
its all i have left of meself
I hold it tight so i does not fly away.
i hold it so tightly becuase its all i have left
if it comes loose there will be nothing there
i hold it so tight because thats all i know how to do
if i let it go there well be nothing there.
nothing to remeber
nothing to care about
please dont let my balloon go.
this balloon is me, its all i have left of myself.
i hold it so tightly becuase its all i have left
if it comes loose there will be nothing there
i hold it so tight because thats all i know how to do
if i let it go there well be nothing there.
nothing to remeber
nothing to care about
please dont let my balloon go.
this balloon is me, its all i have left of myself.
you have decided
You were new and everyone liked you
You wore preppy clothes and little makeup
Over the course of one summer you decided that you hate your life
You decided to cut any part of your body that you can reach
You decided to cut your hair, to change the color of it every week
You decided to push everyone away
You have pushed away everyone who tried to help you, anyone who called themselves your friend.
But now the damage is done
You have turned beautiful happy girls, depressed and scary
You have put thoughts in their minds that they would never have thought of with out you
You have made their lives as horrible as you possibly could make them
You have succeeded in turning these girls into people they are not
You have succeeded in pushing everyone away
But yet you have failed to change
No matter what anyone said.
You said that you have forgotten happiness
But I think that you decided to forget.
You wore preppy clothes and little makeup
Over the course of one summer you decided that you hate your life
You decided to cut any part of your body that you can reach
You decided to cut your hair, to change the color of it every week
You decided to push everyone away
You have pushed away everyone who tried to help you, anyone who called themselves your friend.
But now the damage is done
You have turned beautiful happy girls, depressed and scary
You have put thoughts in their minds that they would never have thought of with out you
You have made their lives as horrible as you possibly could make them
You have succeeded in turning these girls into people they are not
You have succeeded in pushing everyone away
But yet you have failed to change
No matter what anyone said.
You said that you have forgotten happiness
But I think that you decided to forget.
lock me up
Lock me up, throw me away
Forget about me
Contained inside a box is where I should be
If I keep all my feelings bottled up, why shouldn’t I just go with them?
It would be easier just to forget about me
About my smile, my eyes, my perfume.
Forget what we had.
Wouldn’t life be so much easier if you locked me up and threw me away?
There would be less people to worry about, less people who make sweet things seem awkward. One less person who is apart of you for the rest of eternity.
Can you lock me up and throw me away?
Can you just forget,
everything about me?
Forget about me
Contained inside a box is where I should be
If I keep all my feelings bottled up, why shouldn’t I just go with them?
It would be easier just to forget about me
About my smile, my eyes, my perfume.
Forget what we had.
Wouldn’t life be so much easier if you locked me up and threw me away?
There would be less people to worry about, less people who make sweet things seem awkward. One less person who is apart of you for the rest of eternity.
Can you lock me up and throw me away?
Can you just forget,
everything about me?
the rain
As the rain falls
I sit in sorrow
The thunder rumbles
I am not scared
Lightning strikes
I do not mind it
I think of life and death
Happiness and sadness
The future and the past
I watch it all wash away
All the memories, all the thoughts
Till it stops.
There is no more rain
No more thoughts, or memories.
Till there’s nothing, just a place to start new
I sit in sorrow
The thunder rumbles
I am not scared
Lightning strikes
I do not mind it
I think of life and death
Happiness and sadness
The future and the past
I watch it all wash away
All the memories, all the thoughts
Till it stops.
There is no more rain
No more thoughts, or memories.
Till there’s nothing, just a place to start new
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