I'm sorry forever and ever never happend

Forever and ever baby I will never stop loving you,
I will never stop wanting you
I wrote you a song for you and for you only
You’re the first girl that has ever meant something more to me then what I need
I miss you when your not here next to me
I cant breath when your not standing close enough to me
I want to hold you in my arms and never let go
Forever and ever baby we will be together
Nothing will ruin us
Nothing will break us apart

Well, forever and ever isn’t long enough for me to have you
I want you till the rest of time
I want to fall asleep in your arms and wake up with you still there

I actually meant those words that I said to you
But for you it was all just a game
You play by the book that you have written

You broke my heart because you needed time to think
I cried for seconds that seemed like minutes for minutes that seem like hours and hours seemed like eternity’s at a time
I want you so bad but you are messing it all up
You were never like this with all the others that you were with, just me

I wait for you to call me every night
I am disappointed and alone when you don’t answer
I need you to be with me or else I feel like I will fall,

I don’t think you ever loved me
I don’t think you ever will

I have given you a second chance but it is as if you need more chances to get it right
I don’t want to waste my time
But when I’m with you, time fly’s by

Everything I have said has meant nothing
Everything you said has meant everything, to me

Why do you want to let me go
when I have given you my heart and soul

For I dream to be the girl you pick up and twirl around
I forever wish to be that girl that you will never forget



For all the things we talk about it's never me it's always them

I should just let you go but I am not yet capable
It hurts me even more that I can't do anything to change your mind
You may love me more then them but they are close enough behind

I didn't say those three words to you until they meant something
You said them to feel like you had the power to control my mind

And I find that I should have let you go when u wanted me to
Because now there is no love it's all just a show
A play of your desire to hurt me and love me
An act to fool every feeling I show and feel

You used to be that boy next door that I would always think about
But now I feel as if you live miles and miles away
And the connection is slipping

The lines from the telephone poles are falling
The battery is dying

The rain pours down on my window
As the tears run like a river down my face

The hate and jealousy that I feel shouldn’t be there
The worrying shouldn’t have to happen
But these feeling have led me to questions that you have given me answers to
I wish I never asked but I needed to know
I needed to know I wasnt the only one on your mind anymore
I needed to know that there wasn’t much there
I needed to know the song your wrote for me, wasn’t for me

The things you said to me I believed and I thought were true,
But anything I said to you was nothing to you.

Breaking my heart meant nothing to you as long as you had other options
It hasn’t been the same since then
I can’t feel anything about you anymore

I should have listen to all the others that told me what I needed to do not what I wanted to do.
You should have just kept thinking forever because it would have been better then what we have now

I am not like all the others you fell and have fallen for
Something called self repecet is something I have and they don’t

Im sorry if im not the girl you thought I was
Im sorry I cannot change the way I am
Im sorry that you will not let me change your mind
Im sorry that forever and ever never happened.