I dont want to write my feelings down about the boy who lived next dorr
in fear of falling for,
the boy who has left me with no words to discribe him
but the sounds of his voice
and the words he spoke
the way he walked
and the way he talked
the way he calms me down
and how he makes me miss him so
i cant stop lovig him even though
he is still just a little boy
but he is special because his is the boy next door that i have fallen for.
10 things i love about you
I love the way you look at me
i love the way you smile
i love the way you hold my hand,
even if its just for a little while
i love the way you want us to be together,
forever and ever
i love the way your always there
i love the way you hold me tight
i love the way you talk to me
i love the way we never fight
i love the way you will never leave me
i love the way we are together.
i love the way you smile
i love the way you hold my hand,
even if its just for a little while
i love the way you want us to be together,
forever and ever
i love the way your always there
i love the way you hold me tight
i love the way you talk to me
i love the way we never fight
i love the way you will never leave me
i love the way we are together.
my only wish
your my only wish
for us to be like this
in a world where we only exsist
in a place with out time or space
to meet face to face
to fall in love with that special one
forever till eternaty.
for us to be like this
in a world where we only exsist
in a place with out time or space
to meet face to face
to fall in love with that special one
forever till eternaty.
One (for ashley)
One look back is all it took to shatter her heart into a million little pieces.
One look back and the tears ran down her face.
Just one look to make everything not okay
One year of learning to love this one person and no one else
One year of knowing he doesnt love her back
ONe year was all taken away by a look
One is the number she now fears
'because one look can shatter her heart into a million little pieces
One look back and the tears ran down her face.
Just one look to make everything not okay
One year of learning to love this one person and no one else
One year of knowing he doesnt love her back
ONe year was all taken away by a look
One is the number she now fears
'because one look can shatter her heart into a million little pieces
That one
We can never let go of that one person
the one we shared or first kiss with
the one we first fell in love with
the one we will never forget
when you push him away he is still in your heart, he will never leave no matter what happens
he may not be that one that is forever but his is that one you will always remember.
the one we shared or first kiss with
the one we first fell in love with
the one we will never forget
when you push him away he is still in your heart, he will never leave no matter what happens
he may not be that one that is forever but his is that one you will always remember.
Once again
Once again this feeling of loneliness hits me
it hits me so hard i want to break down and cry
i cannot come to the realization that it takes time to find someone who truly loves everything about you.
But i do not want to wait any longer because everyone around me has found thier someone special
I shall not cry but there have been enough teads shed to fill the world and i will be declared dead
dead from life moving to fast and never being able to catch up
dead to never finding that someone to cheer me up
dead from drowning the world with my own tears
it hits me so hard i want to break down and cry
i cannot come to the realization that it takes time to find someone who truly loves everything about you.
But i do not want to wait any longer because everyone around me has found thier someone special
I shall not cry but there have been enough teads shed to fill the world and i will be declared dead
dead from life moving to fast and never being able to catch up
dead to never finding that someone to cheer me up
dead from drowning the world with my own tears
Fall
fall is the season of love
everything just seems to fall into place
the wind moves through everyone finding that one person you are destioned to be with
and that wind will sweep you off your feet and bring you to that person
the old leaves fall and so does out past
anything that has happened is gone for good
but the leaves will lay on the ground as a blanket to secure you before you move on.
the temperature begins to get colder,
till its winter and everything freezes,
so does our hearts,
they are frozen in time, to that one moment you fell in love this Autumn
everything just seems to fall into place
the wind moves through everyone finding that one person you are destioned to be with
and that wind will sweep you off your feet and bring you to that person
the old leaves fall and so does out past
anything that has happened is gone for good
but the leaves will lay on the ground as a blanket to secure you before you move on.
the temperature begins to get colder,
till its winter and everything freezes,
so does our hearts,
they are frozen in time, to that one moment you fell in love this Autumn
the moment of truth
when it all comes down to this moment,
will you still be right here?
by my side no matter what
holding me tightly
i want to tell you everything but i dont think you will listen
i cry my self to sleep thinking of what i did wrong that day
this moment of letting go all my worries,
this is the moment of truth.
whill you still be at my side,
together forever untill the end?
i love you all but i just want to be heard
will you still be right here?
by my side no matter what
holding me tightly
i want to tell you everything but i dont think you will listen
i cry my self to sleep thinking of what i did wrong that day
this moment of letting go all my worries,
this is the moment of truth.
whill you still be at my side,
together forever untill the end?
i love you all but i just want to be heard
Back
i feel like they are drifting away from me.
like i am just falling apart
back to what i used to be like
i want to be able to trust them but i dont think they trust me
i feel like i dont belong anymore like i have bee n kicked out of my own life.
i just want them back and the old me
like i am just falling apart
back to what i used to be like
i want to be able to trust them but i dont think they trust me
i feel like i dont belong anymore like i have bee n kicked out of my own life.
i just want them back and the old me
life to come after this
i'm scared, just so scared of life when i'm done.
i used to lay awake and think of the worst that could happen,
i still dread those thoughts but what will i do when it actually becomes real?
this place that i will go to.
what will happen to me and the ones i love?
i am not ready, but who is?
these feeling haunt me.
but why should they?
i'm just so scared of what ill leave behind and the things i never got to do.
i'm afraid people will forget but its hard to remember everything about me.
i'm just scared of the life to come after this one.
i used to lay awake and think of the worst that could happen,
i still dread those thoughts but what will i do when it actually becomes real?
this place that i will go to.
what will happen to me and the ones i love?
i am not ready, but who is?
these feeling haunt me.
but why should they?
i'm just so scared of what ill leave behind and the things i never got to do.
i'm afraid people will forget but its hard to remember everything about me.
i'm just scared of the life to come after this one.
not this time
I didnt mean to fall in love this time, But you make it so hard to let go. I didnt mean to say all those things. I didnt know that they were true.
I see you in the hallway wew dont speak. We dont look at eachother, but we feel eachother. I see others but not a clearly as i see you.
You are perfect. but others may not think so. You are differnt and so am i. Together we bring out the good.
I didnt mean to fall in love this time. it wasnt sopposed to be this way. But it happend.
Did you mean those 3 words?
'cause i did.
I see you in the hallway wew dont speak. We dont look at eachother, but we feel eachother. I see others but not a clearly as i see you.
You are perfect. but others may not think so. You are differnt and so am i. Together we bring out the good.
I didnt mean to fall in love this time. it wasnt sopposed to be this way. But it happend.
Did you mean those 3 words?
'cause i did.
you cant
You cant please everyone
you cant change for everyone
so why does it feel like you do?
why does these things always happen?
when you feel like you need to please everyone, and change for everyone to make yourself feel better?
deep down you know you cant
so you just have to please your self and change to the way you want to be if you want to be happy.
you cant change for everyone
so why does it feel like you do?
why does these things always happen?
when you feel like you need to please everyone, and change for everyone to make yourself feel better?
deep down you know you cant
so you just have to please your self and change to the way you want to be if you want to be happy.
moon
I watch the moon,
I watch as it fades.
Sometimes i wish.
Sometimes i wonder.
Why does he go away?
How does he make the day new,
By letting the old one go.
I watch as it fades.
Sometimes i wish.
Sometimes i wonder.
Why does he go away?
How does he make the day new,
By letting the old one go.
when i go
When i go away will you miss me?
When i die and rott away will you come visit me?
You,
that thing i need to find.
when i go will you follow?
will you even look?
There are things undiscoverd unfinnished and unrevealed.
things i have seen
when i lay there in my casket will you stand above me?
when i no longer give you my words, will you seak for me?
will you understand?
how come this is so easy but everything is so hard?
fun is no longer here.
when i leave,
will you follow?
When i die and rott away will you come visit me?
You,
that thing i need to find.
when i go will you follow?
will you even look?
There are things undiscoverd unfinnished and unrevealed.
things i have seen
when i lay there in my casket will you stand above me?
when i no longer give you my words, will you seak for me?
will you understand?
how come this is so easy but everything is so hard?
fun is no longer here.
when i leave,
will you follow?
forever
did you mean it?
did you say it just to say it?
did you really move one?
i didnt belive it, but you made me
you made me see happiness again.
but all i see is darkness.
therea are no more people that say that to me.
no more people make me feel the way i did with you.
now its gone.
and i am alone, once again.
dissapointed and scared
you made me belive.
can you make me belive that things will be okay?
can you convince me that you have really moved on?
i dont think so.
because its not true.
i cant stand to look at your face, hear your name because i know its all fake and its all over,
forever.
did you say it just to say it?
did you really move one?
i didnt belive it, but you made me
you made me see happiness again.
but all i see is darkness.
therea are no more people that say that to me.
no more people make me feel the way i did with you.
now its gone.
and i am alone, once again.
dissapointed and scared
you made me belive.
can you make me belive that things will be okay?
can you convince me that you have really moved on?
i dont think so.
because its not true.
i cant stand to look at your face, hear your name because i know its all fake and its all over,
forever.
land of love
Someone once told me that I had to spread my wing and fly.
I answered, where am I supposed to fly?
The land of love,
I do not want to go there, that place, the land of love
Because love hurts.
It hurts when it turns your back on you and floats away, it feels like someone took you wings away
But when you’re in love you feel like you can fly over the clouds and you are always happy. It makes you feel like you can fly to this place, the land of love.
But someone has taken my wings. And now I can’t even remember how to fly.
The pain I have is so deep inside me I don’t ever think it will go away.
Even though I should fly away, someone has taken my wings.
I answered, where am I supposed to fly?
The land of love,
I do not want to go there, that place, the land of love
Because love hurts.
It hurts when it turns your back on you and floats away, it feels like someone took you wings away
But when you’re in love you feel like you can fly over the clouds and you are always happy. It makes you feel like you can fly to this place, the land of love.
But someone has taken my wings. And now I can’t even remember how to fly.
The pain I have is so deep inside me I don’t ever think it will go away.
Even though I should fly away, someone has taken my wings.
broken&brave
I will always be broken never brave.
Never brave enough to face you.
To look in your eyes and say I still love you.
But you don’t love me back and that hurts so bad.
I will always be broken never brave enough to face you.
And you will never be brave enough to face me because you don’t want me.
Never brave enough to face you.
To look in your eyes and say I still love you.
But you don’t love me back and that hurts so bad.
I will always be broken never brave enough to face you.
And you will never be brave enough to face me because you don’t want me.
3 words
There are just 3 words
That you said to me
That made my heart jump
That made me all jittery
That I felt the same way about you
That feeling was so strong
That you said to me
That made my heart jump
That made me all jittery
That I felt the same way about you
That feeling was so strong
but, that was the past
We are secretive
No one knows
Our little chats can last us forever
We are mysterious and crazy
But that was the past.
Now there are no words
No mysteries
No more sneaking around.
You have gone, and don’t seem to care.
but that was the past,
No one knows
Our little chats can last us forever
We are mysterious and crazy
But that was the past.
Now there are no words
No mysteries
No more sneaking around.
You have gone, and don’t seem to care.
but that was the past,
afriad
im not afraid anymore
im not afraid to see you with someone else
im not afraid to hear your namee, to hear your voice
you have taught me a lesson.
but you have scarred me for life.
so i thank you for the lesson,
but i hate you for what you did.
im not afraid to let you go
but i am afraid to love you again, and i am afraid that im still holding on to these things.
and maybe i might just still be afraid of these things.
im not afraid to see you with someone else
im not afraid to hear your namee, to hear your voice
you have taught me a lesson.
but you have scarred me for life.
so i thank you for the lesson,
but i hate you for what you did.
im not afraid to let you go
but i am afraid to love you again, and i am afraid that im still holding on to these things.
and maybe i might just still be afraid of these things.
time
its sopposed to make things better.
its sopposed to make things easier.
but it doesnt.
it make things worse i makes things harder
it gives me more time
but i dont want any more.
i want it to be over.
can time make this stop?
can it stop my pain, my loneliness, my feelings, me dreams?
i wish it could but,
thats the only thing it cant do.
It cant do it for me.
its sopposed to make things easier.
but it doesnt.
it make things worse i makes things harder
it gives me more time
but i dont want any more.
i want it to be over.
can time make this stop?
can it stop my pain, my loneliness, my feelings, me dreams?
i wish it could but,
thats the only thing it cant do.
It cant do it for me.
never
i like you to much for you to go away but i hate you enough to want to run away.
these feelings for you seem as though they will never fade.
But as i think, i start to cry and wonder why you hurt me so bad.
i thought you ment those things that you said to me, but that was all a lie
and
you will never change.
these feelings for you seem as though they will never fade.
But as i think, i start to cry and wonder why you hurt me so bad.
i thought you ment those things that you said to me, but that was all a lie
and
you will never change.
its all i have left of meself
I hold it tight so i does not fly away.
i hold it so tightly becuase its all i have left
if it comes loose there will be nothing there
i hold it so tight because thats all i know how to do
if i let it go there well be nothing there.
nothing to remeber
nothing to care about
please dont let my balloon go.
this balloon is me, its all i have left of myself.
i hold it so tightly becuase its all i have left
if it comes loose there will be nothing there
i hold it so tight because thats all i know how to do
if i let it go there well be nothing there.
nothing to remeber
nothing to care about
please dont let my balloon go.
this balloon is me, its all i have left of myself.
you have decided
You were new and everyone liked you
You wore preppy clothes and little makeup
Over the course of one summer you decided that you hate your life
You decided to cut any part of your body that you can reach
You decided to cut your hair, to change the color of it every week
You decided to push everyone away
You have pushed away everyone who tried to help you, anyone who called themselves your friend.
But now the damage is done
You have turned beautiful happy girls, depressed and scary
You have put thoughts in their minds that they would never have thought of with out you
You have made their lives as horrible as you possibly could make them
You have succeeded in turning these girls into people they are not
You have succeeded in pushing everyone away
But yet you have failed to change
No matter what anyone said.
You said that you have forgotten happiness
But I think that you decided to forget.
You wore preppy clothes and little makeup
Over the course of one summer you decided that you hate your life
You decided to cut any part of your body that you can reach
You decided to cut your hair, to change the color of it every week
You decided to push everyone away
You have pushed away everyone who tried to help you, anyone who called themselves your friend.
But now the damage is done
You have turned beautiful happy girls, depressed and scary
You have put thoughts in their minds that they would never have thought of with out you
You have made their lives as horrible as you possibly could make them
You have succeeded in turning these girls into people they are not
You have succeeded in pushing everyone away
But yet you have failed to change
No matter what anyone said.
You said that you have forgotten happiness
But I think that you decided to forget.
lock me up
Lock me up, throw me away
Forget about me
Contained inside a box is where I should be
If I keep all my feelings bottled up, why shouldn’t I just go with them?
It would be easier just to forget about me
About my smile, my eyes, my perfume.
Forget what we had.
Wouldn’t life be so much easier if you locked me up and threw me away?
There would be less people to worry about, less people who make sweet things seem awkward. One less person who is apart of you for the rest of eternity.
Can you lock me up and throw me away?
Can you just forget,
everything about me?
Forget about me
Contained inside a box is where I should be
If I keep all my feelings bottled up, why shouldn’t I just go with them?
It would be easier just to forget about me
About my smile, my eyes, my perfume.
Forget what we had.
Wouldn’t life be so much easier if you locked me up and threw me away?
There would be less people to worry about, less people who make sweet things seem awkward. One less person who is apart of you for the rest of eternity.
Can you lock me up and throw me away?
Can you just forget,
everything about me?
the rain
As the rain falls
I sit in sorrow
The thunder rumbles
I am not scared
Lightning strikes
I do not mind it
I think of life and death
Happiness and sadness
The future and the past
I watch it all wash away
All the memories, all the thoughts
Till it stops.
There is no more rain
No more thoughts, or memories.
Till there’s nothing, just a place to start new
I sit in sorrow
The thunder rumbles
I am not scared
Lightning strikes
I do not mind it
I think of life and death
Happiness and sadness
The future and the past
I watch it all wash away
All the memories, all the thoughts
Till it stops.
There is no more rain
No more thoughts, or memories.
Till there’s nothing, just a place to start new
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