afriad

im not afraid anymore

im not afraid to see you with someone else

im not afraid to hear your namee, to hear your voice

you have taught me a lesson.

but you have scarred me for life.

so i thank you for the lesson,
but i hate you for what you did.

im not afraid to let you go

but i am afraid to love you again, and i am afraid that im still holding on to these things.

and maybe i might just still be afraid of these things.