Once again

Once again this feeling of loneliness hits me

it hits me so hard i want to break down and cry

i cannot come to the realization that it takes time to find someone who truly loves everything about you.

But i do not want to wait any longer because everyone around me has found thier someone special

I shall not cry but there have been enough teads shed to fill the world and i will be declared dead

dead from life moving to fast and never being able to catch up

dead to never finding that someone to cheer me up

dead from drowning the world with my own tears