you have decided

You were new and everyone liked you

You wore preppy clothes and little makeup

Over the course of one summer you decided that you hate your life

You decided to cut any part of your body that you can reach

You decided to cut your hair, to change the color of it every week

You decided to push everyone away

You have pushed away everyone who tried to help you, anyone who called themselves your friend.
But now the damage is done

You have turned beautiful happy girls, depressed and scary

You have put thoughts in their minds that they would never have thought of with out you

You have made their lives as horrible as you possibly could make them

You have succeeded in turning these girls into people they are not

You have succeeded in pushing everyone away

But yet you have failed to change

No matter what anyone said.

You said that you have forgotten happiness

But I think that you decided to forget.