You don't realize how much you love something,
until it is lost.
Once everything is taken away,
Then love is all you got.
There's nothing else to lose,
than love itself.
When you cant get that back,
What are you?
Who are you?
When you realize love was the very thing holding you together,
What is there to make sure you don't break now?
You cant love what you have,
until you love what you had and lost.
Maybe one day you will be captain again
You get knocked down.
They tell you your not good enough.
They look you straight in the eye,
And kill you slowly,
With every word they speak.
In front of all the ones you know.
You get shoved in the mud.
You get walked all over.
While the one that is better than you,
Walks over you body,
And takes your place.
Just like that.
In a world where your not good enough.
Your spot will be taken.
Without a thought.
They tell you your not good enough.
They look you straight in the eye,
And kill you slowly,
With every word they speak.
In front of all the ones you know.
You get shoved in the mud.
You get walked all over.
While the one that is better than you,
Walks over you body,
And takes your place.
Just like that.
In a world where your not good enough.
Your spot will be taken.
Without a thought.
In the end
We laugh.
We cry.
Some people wish they could die.
Others wished they were still alive.
But when it all comes down to this.
One wish.
To make it all woth while.
To make everything worth living for.
What would you wish for?
We cry.
Some people wish they could die.
Others wished they were still alive.
But when it all comes down to this.
One wish.
To make it all woth while.
To make everything worth living for.
What would you wish for?
To never grow up.
In a time of sadness we pray to you.
The new faces of this world are dying.
The ones we hold close to our hearts have stopped breathing.
In a time of sadness your all we have to hold on to.
In a split seconds you see them run,
Could be the last time.
The last time you see them smile,
Laugh,
Cry,
The last time they need you.
But when you need them,
They cant help you.
They are with god now.
And they are watching over you.
In a time of sadness,
you pray to them to be safe,
Till one day you are up there with them too.
Looking out on the world.
The new faces of this world are dying.
The ones we hold close to our hearts have stopped breathing.
In a time of sadness your all we have to hold on to.
In a split seconds you see them run,
Could be the last time.
The last time you see them smile,
Laugh,
Cry,
The last time they need you.
But when you need them,
They cant help you.
They are with god now.
And they are watching over you.
In a time of sadness,
you pray to them to be safe,
Till one day you are up there with them too.
Looking out on the world.
An Old, New Day
The sadness that rolls down my face like waves of the ocean,
that cannot addup to the rays of sunlight that light up my face.
All the good.
All the bad.
Was it worth risking it all,
For something that just disintergrated within the walls?
Could we go back to where it all begain,
To the time when i belived all the words you sang?
Your the angel to my nightmares.
The shadow that always remins behind me.
The darkest night to my sunny day.
But here i lay,
In a bed full of sorrow.
Wishing there was no tomorrow.
For i will have to wake,
And do it all over again.
that cannot addup to the rays of sunlight that light up my face.
All the good.
All the bad.
Was it worth risking it all,
For something that just disintergrated within the walls?
Could we go back to where it all begain,
To the time when i belived all the words you sang?
Your the angel to my nightmares.
The shadow that always remins behind me.
The darkest night to my sunny day.
But here i lay,
In a bed full of sorrow.
Wishing there was no tomorrow.
For i will have to wake,
And do it all over again.
The Stairway to Heaven
One step at a time,
she builds it higher and higher.
Trying to get farther away,
From the girl she used to be.
Each step is not perfect.
Each step is not the same as the others.
Each step is higher.
One day she will make it to the top.
And one day she will be the person she has always longed to be.
she builds it higher and higher.
Trying to get farther away,
From the girl she used to be.
Each step is not perfect.
Each step is not the same as the others.
Each step is higher.
One day she will make it to the top.
And one day she will be the person she has always longed to be.
I still feel you
I still feel your lips on my mouth,
I stil feel your hands around my waist,
I still feel the grass that is under us,
And the fireflies above us
The moon is still shining bright
and everyone else is still moving on,
but here we are.
again.
laying in the grass
remembering our past.
because i still feel you with me.
I stil feel your hands around my waist,
I still feel the grass that is under us,
And the fireflies above us
The moon is still shining bright
and everyone else is still moving on,
but here we are.
again.
laying in the grass
remembering our past.
because i still feel you with me.
The time she let go
She stares at the world,
So empty and gone.
A world that used to shine so bright,
Around her.
Time passes,
Memories fade.
Who is going to be the next one to take his place?
The grass grows greener,
the days pass.
When her hand seems to hold nothing more,
The time has changed.
So empty and gone.
A world that used to shine so bright,
Around her.
Time passes,
Memories fade.
Who is going to be the next one to take his place?
The grass grows greener,
the days pass.
When her hand seems to hold nothing more,
The time has changed.
The Place We Both Belong.
Run away with me tonight.
Take me to a place where i belong,
Which is always with you.
No matter where you go,
You will always be in the same place,
In my heart.
But i hope you find somewhere you belong,
Because it is no longer with me.
I'll see you soon then?
And hopefully,
We can go back to the start.
Take me to a place where i belong,
Which is always with you.
No matter where you go,
You will always be in the same place,
In my heart.
But i hope you find somewhere you belong,
Because it is no longer with me.
I'll see you soon then?
And hopefully,
We can go back to the start.
The Cure
When i needed somewhere to place my heart,
You were always there.
Don't leave me tonight,
I'll wait all day,
Just so you can listen to what i have to say.
When i left you,
I wanted you to follow,
Not to go away.
Now my heart feels hollow,
The large part you took up in it,
Is now empty.
Will you get me something to stitch it?
Because it is all broken.
We were always known for our goodbyes.
They were always so hard to do.
I never wanted to lose you.
But look at everything we've went through,
At least i still try to talk to you,
But you refuse.
I can't forget all the times when i would cry myself to sleep,
Because everything you did to me hurt me so deep.
Not now or forever you will want me to come back.
Not now or forever you will stop the lies.
But i can't forget the times we spent together.
You are my drug and i am your addict.
There is no cure to my addiction.
The more pain you cause me,
The more i want you to want me.
There is not cure...so how do i let you go?
You were always there.
Don't leave me tonight,
I'll wait all day,
Just so you can listen to what i have to say.
When i left you,
I wanted you to follow,
Not to go away.
Now my heart feels hollow,
The large part you took up in it,
Is now empty.
Will you get me something to stitch it?
Because it is all broken.
We were always known for our goodbyes.
They were always so hard to do.
I never wanted to lose you.
But look at everything we've went through,
At least i still try to talk to you,
But you refuse.
I can't forget all the times when i would cry myself to sleep,
Because everything you did to me hurt me so deep.
Not now or forever you will want me to come back.
Not now or forever you will stop the lies.
But i can't forget the times we spent together.
You are my drug and i am your addict.
There is no cure to my addiction.
The more pain you cause me,
The more i want you to want me.
There is not cure...so how do i let you go?
I'll Always Be Your Baby
Baby,
Sleep tight.
Maybe your heart will heal over night.
These words are all coming out.
This is sorry for the last time.
Don't cry yourself to sleep,
You will see me in your dreams,
Because ill always be your baby.
Sleep tight.
Maybe your heart will heal over night.
These words are all coming out.
This is sorry for the last time.
Don't cry yourself to sleep,
You will see me in your dreams,
Because ill always be your baby.
Melissa
the same sent comes from her breath,
as her daughter lays on the floor not able to move.
a bruise on her face,
the tears being to flow.
she hit her harder then the glass hits the table for more.
as her daughter lays on the floor not able to move.
a bruise on her face,
the tears being to flow.
she hit her harder then the glass hits the table for more.
i forever will be
as we lay in the grass in each others arms,
staring off into space,
thinking about life ahead,
but this is the moment that we won't want to forget.
this is the moment when you came back to me.
it was the only thing in my future i wanted.
everything is silent as we lay there.
nothing could ruin this,
no one can find us.
when we are together,
the earth hides us form the rest of the world so that was can be together.
this is where i wasn't to be.
but the real world is calling,
and soon i remember we are not supposed to be.
no matter how bad we want to be forever.
life always gets in the way,
but not this time.
the world the earths creates around is when we are alone is where i want to be,
and forever will.
staring off into space,
thinking about life ahead,
but this is the moment that we won't want to forget.
this is the moment when you came back to me.
it was the only thing in my future i wanted.
everything is silent as we lay there.
nothing could ruin this,
no one can find us.
when we are together,
the earth hides us form the rest of the world so that was can be together.
this is where i wasn't to be.
but the real world is calling,
and soon i remember we are not supposed to be.
no matter how bad we want to be forever.
life always gets in the way,
but not this time.
the world the earths creates around is when we are alone is where i want to be,
and forever will.
I try and find you
when my world is crashing down,
and my tears are flowing out,
that's when i try and find you.
when there's nothing left to lose,
all my bets are on you,
that's when i try and find you.
when my wings are broken and my heart is shattered,
when the whole world has turned it's back on me,
that's when i try and find you.
when my will power is not enough,
and i want to give up,
that's when i try and find you.
and my tears are flowing out,
that's when i try and find you.
when there's nothing left to lose,
all my bets are on you,
that's when i try and find you.
when my wings are broken and my heart is shattered,
when the whole world has turned it's back on me,
that's when i try and find you.
when my will power is not enough,
and i want to give up,
that's when i try and find you.
His words to a son he never met
die.
die.
an irreversible mistake.
body and blood of mine.
die.
die.
never met you,
never want to.
you.
that little light of mine,
will never shine in my presence.
die.
die.
you are not wanted.
never saw your face.
never knew your name.
never want you around.
die.
die.
these are the only words i spoke to you.
only words youll ever hear from me.
i am a faint image in your memory.
a figment of your imagination.
i am not real you to you.
and you dont exist to me.
die.
die.
die.
an irreversible mistake.
body and blood of mine.
die.
die.
never met you,
never want to.
you.
that little light of mine,
will never shine in my presence.
die.
die.
you are not wanted.
never saw your face.
never knew your name.
never want you around.
die.
die.
these are the only words i spoke to you.
only words youll ever hear from me.
i am a faint image in your memory.
a figment of your imagination.
i am not real you to you.
and you dont exist to me.
die.
die.
Alone
Your lost and afriad,
Alone in this world with no one to turn to.
I was there to protect you,
I was there so you were not alone anymore.
The wieght of your world crashing down is something I cannot bare any longer.
I will not be there when you need someone to make things a little better.
Your no longer worth having around,
Your world is crumbbling down,
The whole world is againt you,
And you...want to take it on alone.
You will die trying because no one will be there to help you.
Alone in this world with no one to turn to.
I was there to protect you,
I was there so you were not alone anymore.
The wieght of your world crashing down is something I cannot bare any longer.
I will not be there when you need someone to make things a little better.
Your no longer worth having around,
Your world is crumbbling down,
The whole world is againt you,
And you...want to take it on alone.
You will die trying because no one will be there to help you.
Running away
The faster she runs the more she stumbles,
She chases after some thing she believes is what she wants the most,
Everytime she falls
She gets back up
But she gets hurt everytime she hits the ground
As the rain pours down her back,
Her face in the mud,
The tears running down her face
Because she doesn't want to run anymore.
What is the point of chasing after something that doesn't want to be caught?
Maybe she is not chasing after something,
But instead she is running away from being alone,
She's running so fast to catch up with the one who left just moments before she did,
Her feet can not run as fast as her heart beats,
Or as fast as the tears run down her face.
She is no longer chasing after something,
She is running away,
From all of it.
She chases after some thing she believes is what she wants the most,
Everytime she falls
She gets back up
But she gets hurt everytime she hits the ground
As the rain pours down her back,
Her face in the mud,
The tears running down her face
Because she doesn't want to run anymore.
What is the point of chasing after something that doesn't want to be caught?
Maybe she is not chasing after something,
But instead she is running away from being alone,
She's running so fast to catch up with the one who left just moments before she did,
Her feet can not run as fast as her heart beats,
Or as fast as the tears run down her face.
She is no longer chasing after something,
She is running away,
From all of it.
To find the one that is nothing like him
she prays to god to find happiness again
all she wants is for them to never have met
so then she wouldn't had to of felt all that pain
he will always be that way
coming back to her because she was different from all the others
he says he still loves her but those words she will always know are a lie
"have fun with all these girls that are nothing like her and will never be"
she says while she sets out to find the one that is nothing like him
the one who really care about everything she is
but he was never even worth her time
all she wants is for them to never have met
so then she wouldn't had to of felt all that pain
he will always be that way
coming back to her because she was different from all the others
he says he still loves her but those words she will always know are a lie
"have fun with all these girls that are nothing like her and will never be"
she says while she sets out to find the one that is nothing like him
the one who really care about everything she is
but he was never even worth her time
1 love
its a risk that they are taking
divided by a world full of people
but destined to be together
2 hearts
1 love
together forever but always apart
never say never
but its time to part
life goes by fast when your with the one you love
but when it starts to slow down you know hes not the one
written:
febuary 26
divided by a world full of people
but destined to be together
2 hearts
1 love
together forever but always apart
never say never
but its time to part
life goes by fast when your with the one you love
but when it starts to slow down you know hes not the one
written:
febuary 26
Stop
Stop
Stop telling me you love me, because you don’t
Stop looking at me with those blue eyes
Stop holding me so close that I feel as if I am protected from the world
Stop telling me these lies that I know I cant believe,
But I want to
Stop breaking us apart
Stop making me hurt so much that my body shakes
Just stop
Tell me why I love you so much
Tell me why I always take you back
Why I get so upset when someone else is the new me
But why do I care since you mean nothing to me.
Stop telling me you love me, because you don’t
Stop looking at me with those blue eyes
Stop holding me so close that I feel as if I am protected from the world
Stop telling me these lies that I know I cant believe,
But I want to
Stop breaking us apart
Stop making me hurt so much that my body shakes
Just stop
Tell me why I love you so much
Tell me why I always take you back
Why I get so upset when someone else is the new me
But why do I care since you mean nothing to me.
My favorite
You played me
You played me like you played all the others
We were all to blind to see it
That every word that came out of your mouth was a complete lie
And you continue to deny it
Out of all the lies you told me
I love you was my favorite
You played me like you played all the others
We were all to blind to see it
That every word that came out of your mouth was a complete lie
And you continue to deny it
Out of all the lies you told me
I love you was my favorite
i know you
I know you
And some how I know her
You tell her sweet things
You tell her you love her
You leave her speechless
You make her want you so much,
That she would walk through the snow in the middle of the night just tell you that she loves you,
She lays awake for hours just to talk about things that you won’t remember in the morning
She says hangs up the phone when you fall asleep to the sound of her voice
You write her songs that she knows by ear
Because it’s hers and no one else’s
You kiss her softly but passionately
You have your differences but you love her for her
She is jealous of all the other girls because she is afraid to lose you
You tell her that she is that only one you will ever need
But yet eventually you will break her heart
And some how I know her,
Because she used to be,
Me.
And some how I know her
You tell her sweet things
You tell her you love her
You leave her speechless
You make her want you so much,
That she would walk through the snow in the middle of the night just tell you that she loves you,
She lays awake for hours just to talk about things that you won’t remember in the morning
She says hangs up the phone when you fall asleep to the sound of her voice
You write her songs that she knows by ear
Because it’s hers and no one else’s
You kiss her softly but passionately
You have your differences but you love her for her
She is jealous of all the other girls because she is afraid to lose you
You tell her that she is that only one you will ever need
But yet eventually you will break her heart
And some how I know her,
Because she used to be,
Me.
the final time
This time It didn’t hurt as much
I looked but I did not shead a tear
I was okay with you leaving for the 3rd time
I promised you I would not cry because I have too many times before
But when you said you loved me for the final time
I hung up the phone and cried in silence
For you are never ment to come back to me
You say you will always love me,
But where are you when I need you the most,
When im crying alone in my room
Because you’re the one that hurt me,
This might be for the best
But you mean so much to me
Deep down I knew this was ment to be
I don’t want to see your face
Just hearing your voice is to much for me
I cant even begin to understand how im going to make it through my day without you
You were my whole life
You were my everything
I can live without us together
But I could not survive on this earth if you were not on it.
I looked but I did not shead a tear
I was okay with you leaving for the 3rd time
I promised you I would not cry because I have too many times before
But when you said you loved me for the final time
I hung up the phone and cried in silence
For you are never ment to come back to me
You say you will always love me,
But where are you when I need you the most,
When im crying alone in my room
Because you’re the one that hurt me,
This might be for the best
But you mean so much to me
Deep down I knew this was ment to be
I don’t want to see your face
Just hearing your voice is to much for me
I cant even begin to understand how im going to make it through my day without you
You were my whole life
You were my everything
I can live without us together
But I could not survive on this earth if you were not on it.
His life
As he thinks about his life
She lays her head down to cry
The world without him wouldn’t be a world worth living in
He has caused her so much pain
And he has so much to say sorry for
As he pick up the knife
She feels him slowly starting to go from this world
But she’s still there breathing
She knows he’s not going to come back
Tears pour out of her eyes
As she forgets all the lies
And all the times he’s made her cry
Her tears fun down her face as the blood drips from his cold body
All the things they fought over were so meaningless
She wishes all those words would be left unsaid
He said he’s better off alone but being alone for the rest of forever,
Does not sound like the lifetime of happiness
You would have had if you stayed on this earth just a few moments longer,
To realize all you had in store and everything that this earth had to offer you.
She lays her head down to cry
The world without him wouldn’t be a world worth living in
He has caused her so much pain
And he has so much to say sorry for
As he pick up the knife
She feels him slowly starting to go from this world
But she’s still there breathing
She knows he’s not going to come back
Tears pour out of her eyes
As she forgets all the lies
And all the times he’s made her cry
Her tears fun down her face as the blood drips from his cold body
All the things they fought over were so meaningless
She wishes all those words would be left unsaid
He said he’s better off alone but being alone for the rest of forever,
Does not sound like the lifetime of happiness
You would have had if you stayed on this earth just a few moments longer,
To realize all you had in store and everything that this earth had to offer you.
Why
Why does my body still tremble?
When you tell me about all the others
I can’t decide
I’m done when I convince myself I don’t need you
I fall back in love with you every time I’m about to lose you
You play with my emotions
But why,
Why do I love you so much?
That I can’t wait to see your face
Why do I still smile for hours when you tell me you love me?
Why do I miss you so much I can’t wait to see you?
I love you even though you break my heart every time
When you tell me about all the others
I can’t decide
I’m done when I convince myself I don’t need you
I fall back in love with you every time I’m about to lose you
You play with my emotions
But why,
Why do I love you so much?
That I can’t wait to see your face
Why do I still smile for hours when you tell me you love me?
Why do I miss you so much I can’t wait to see you?
I love you even though you break my heart every time
theres nothing left to say
Theres nothing left to say
Weve said our goodbyes
We said we are better off apart
Even after everything we’ve been through
I still cannot hate you
After all the pain you have caused me
I still cant let go of the moments when you took my breath away
Those are the moment I will always remember
All the pain is forgotten
But I know it is still there
I still feel it
Maybe we are better off this way
Maybe we were just never ment to be
I said you were the only guy I would ever feel this way for
I meant that
But maybe it is time to forget about those feelings
And find someone who makes me feel better then you ever did
I lose myself in all the confusion
But I promise I would not cry
That was a promise I was not able to keep
You said you loved me for the last time
And when it hit me that you have lost the game
That it was really over
That we were not together forever
I began to cry
When I realize that you are not worth my tears
That is when I know I will be okay
Weve said our goodbyes
We said we are better off apart
Even after everything we’ve been through
I still cannot hate you
After all the pain you have caused me
I still cant let go of the moments when you took my breath away
Those are the moment I will always remember
All the pain is forgotten
But I know it is still there
I still feel it
Maybe we are better off this way
Maybe we were just never ment to be
I said you were the only guy I would ever feel this way for
I meant that
But maybe it is time to forget about those feelings
And find someone who makes me feel better then you ever did
I lose myself in all the confusion
But I promise I would not cry
That was a promise I was not able to keep
You said you loved me for the last time
And when it hit me that you have lost the game
That it was really over
That we were not together forever
I began to cry
When I realize that you are not worth my tears
That is when I know I will be okay
2 strangers
ive cried for you not to leave me
ive cried for is not to lose our memories
for i will never forget them
i die a little inside when you tell me you wish your life was over
if you were not here with me everyday i would never be the same
you are my everything
you are my reason to get up in the morning
when i cant talk to you i feel as if i should cry
because i miss you so much it hurts
we keep falling in and out of love
but when we are ready to part
we realize that we could not live without each other
not even for a day
we make mistakes
we fight
we cry
we lose the trust we had in each other
i dream about seeing your face in the morning
about you holding on to me and never letting go
there is so much you want to do but
the only thing i need is to be with you
because i am nothing without you
you are perfect to me
don't abandon this world there is too much it has in-store for you
when i look into your eyes
i see us forever
we used to be two strangers
that met in the rain
that night er fell in love
but who knew our love would cause so much damage
but who knew it would last forever.
ive cried for is not to lose our memories
for i will never forget them
i die a little inside when you tell me you wish your life was over
if you were not here with me everyday i would never be the same
you are my everything
you are my reason to get up in the morning
when i cant talk to you i feel as if i should cry
because i miss you so much it hurts
we keep falling in and out of love
but when we are ready to part
we realize that we could not live without each other
not even for a day
we make mistakes
we fight
we cry
we lose the trust we had in each other
i dream about seeing your face in the morning
about you holding on to me and never letting go
there is so much you want to do but
the only thing i need is to be with you
because i am nothing without you
you are perfect to me
don't abandon this world there is too much it has in-store for you
when i look into your eyes
i see us forever
we used to be two strangers
that met in the rain
that night er fell in love
but who knew our love would cause so much damage
but who knew it would last forever.
Darkness
The darkness has followed her for so long
She wants to find the light again
But the darkness is too over powering
It makes her crave more
She is weak and fragile
Pale and cold
The expression on her face is always sad and alone
The darkness brings her no hope
She feels alone
She can not feel the warmth of the light
The darkness brings her to places so low
She feels as though she can never escape
It traps her there by altering her mind into believing that he is what she wants
Making her feel at home
Making her feel safe
Making her feel invisible
But as soon as he makes her feel good
She feels so horrible
It is as if life should come to an end
That is the reason why she always goes back to the darkness
The feelings she has when she is trying to find the light
Are so terrible and terrifying
They hold her back
But she so desperately tries to find a way out
The hole she is in is too deep
But in the end she will make it
The darkness traumatized her so greatly
That she will never walk into it again
She wants to find the light again
But the darkness is too over powering
It makes her crave more
She is weak and fragile
Pale and cold
The expression on her face is always sad and alone
The darkness brings her no hope
She feels alone
She can not feel the warmth of the light
The darkness brings her to places so low
She feels as though she can never escape
It traps her there by altering her mind into believing that he is what she wants
Making her feel at home
Making her feel safe
Making her feel invisible
But as soon as he makes her feel good
She feels so horrible
It is as if life should come to an end
That is the reason why she always goes back to the darkness
The feelings she has when she is trying to find the light
Are so terrible and terrifying
They hold her back
But she so desperately tries to find a way out
The hole she is in is too deep
But in the end she will make it
The darkness traumatized her so greatly
That she will never walk into it again
Escape
It was a path that she had always taken
Her mind deep in thought,
As a voice called out
Her body frozen in fear
Her words could barley come out
Her heart pounded
Her feet raced fast then the wings of a hummingbird
Trying to escape,
As she listened
There’s no sound
Every thing is blocked out
But the sound of her shoes beating on the path as she ran,
His footsteps coming closer to her body
Her screams for help
Blocked out his hateful words
As tears began to fall from her eyes
His words that there was no hope
Made her worry more,
Harder and harder she ran
Her laces tangled
As she fell to the ground
Her body hit it hard
Like a glass vase shattering on the hard ground,
Her face numb with pain
From the hand that slapped her,
Death is what he said
God is what she thought
His hands came free
As she scrambled to get away
The girl who stays in the path had saved her.
Her mind deep in thought,
As a voice called out
Her body frozen in fear
Her words could barley come out
Her heart pounded
Her feet raced fast then the wings of a hummingbird
Trying to escape,
As she listened
There’s no sound
Every thing is blocked out
But the sound of her shoes beating on the path as she ran,
His footsteps coming closer to her body
Her screams for help
Blocked out his hateful words
As tears began to fall from her eyes
His words that there was no hope
Made her worry more,
Harder and harder she ran
Her laces tangled
As she fell to the ground
Her body hit it hard
Like a glass vase shattering on the hard ground,
Her face numb with pain
From the hand that slapped her,
Death is what he said
God is what she thought
His hands came free
As she scrambled to get away
The girl who stays in the path had saved her.
Lies
To lie and to be lied to
I never lied to you.
But you have so many times,
Its almost impossible to do
You have made my heart stop working
I watch as they try to make it go again
But it will not go back
And i watch as they pull it away
All the lies you have said hurt me still now
It is all you ever did
As we cry over the good times
As we cry over the time were we lost our passion
Over how we lost each other
But this is your fault
You messed it up every single time
And now i'm done hurting.
I never lied to you.
But you have so many times,
Its almost impossible to do
You have made my heart stop working
I watch as they try to make it go again
But it will not go back
And i watch as they pull it away
All the lies you have said hurt me still now
It is all you ever did
As we cry over the good times
As we cry over the time were we lost our passion
Over how we lost each other
But this is your fault
You messed it up every single time
And now i'm done hurting.
the point of no return
She was barley hanging on,
Just a girl who had to watch everyone she loved die before her eyes,
Their faces had not yet left a big enough memory in her head but some did.
She went through life knowing that eventually everyone she loves will go,
What is she to do but to not love at all?
Loneliness scares her.
The thought of leaving and never coming back worries her.
She had reached the point of no return
But managed to stop 3 steps before reaching that absolute point.
And she returned home.
No one is meant to grow up with no one.
No one is meant to live without someone.
Just a girl who had to watch everyone she loved die before her eyes,
Their faces had not yet left a big enough memory in her head but some did.
She went through life knowing that eventually everyone she loves will go,
What is she to do but to not love at all?
Loneliness scares her.
The thought of leaving and never coming back worries her.
She had reached the point of no return
But managed to stop 3 steps before reaching that absolute point.
And she returned home.
No one is meant to grow up with no one.
No one is meant to live without someone.
This Girl
With lost diamonds wrapped around her finger.
A baby strapped to her back.
She feels so alone in a world so cold.
No where to turn no where to go.
Lost and afraid she wants to go but she can’t find her way.
There is no one to say they will help this girl,
Who need not feel the pain she is about to endure,
on a bountiful tour,
on a path no one has yet taken.
A baby strapped to her back.
She feels so alone in a world so cold.
No where to turn no where to go.
Lost and afraid she wants to go but she can’t find her way.
There is no one to say they will help this girl,
Who need not feel the pain she is about to endure,
on a bountiful tour,
on a path no one has yet taken.
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You make my body tremble in fear
My arms and fingers are shaking
My body is cold
I'm so worried about the things you do
What make you do what you do?
Why do you constantly lie to me?
You are always going to places that make me wonder what your going to do when I'm not there
You make this so hard for me
But it's so easy when you tell me how much u love me
When you tell me your proud to say your with me
When we talk on the phone even though we are both to tired to open our eyes
This is your 3rd chance
3 strikes and your out baby
Don't miss this last pitch because it's the last one your ever going to get
You told me forever and always
Forever isn't over yet
I am not the same person without you
And I have changed you
But if forever is coming to an end I want to be the one to do it this time
There are no 4th turns
Our love was secretive but so were you
You hide all these things from me then instead tell me thing I do not care to hear
Good for you that you have girls lined up outside your door
But what about the one that's already inside
The one that doesn't want to leave
Where does she belong?
it is either inside or gone for good
I'm glad that you have girls waiting for you but you are with me
I do not want to have to dream about being the girl that seems to always be near you
I am hard to be with but that is only because u broke my hear with this girl that's always there
You lost my trust
Then gained if back
Now it's slipping away, fast
You were the one but you always came with a price to pay
Hit the ball or else your out of the game for good
Please baby, hit the ball.
My arms and fingers are shaking
My body is cold
I'm so worried about the things you do
What make you do what you do?
Why do you constantly lie to me?
You are always going to places that make me wonder what your going to do when I'm not there
You make this so hard for me
But it's so easy when you tell me how much u love me
When you tell me your proud to say your with me
When we talk on the phone even though we are both to tired to open our eyes
This is your 3rd chance
3 strikes and your out baby
Don't miss this last pitch because it's the last one your ever going to get
You told me forever and always
Forever isn't over yet
I am not the same person without you
And I have changed you
But if forever is coming to an end I want to be the one to do it this time
There are no 4th turns
Our love was secretive but so were you
You hide all these things from me then instead tell me thing I do not care to hear
Good for you that you have girls lined up outside your door
But what about the one that's already inside
The one that doesn't want to leave
Where does she belong?
it is either inside or gone for good
I'm glad that you have girls waiting for you but you are with me
I do not want to have to dream about being the girl that seems to always be near you
I am hard to be with but that is only because u broke my hear with this girl that's always there
You lost my trust
Then gained if back
Now it's slipping away, fast
You were the one but you always came with a price to pay
Hit the ball or else your out of the game for good
Please baby, hit the ball.
Together Forever
You said we will be together forever
that means so much to me i start to cry
i stare at it for hours and each time my heart beast so fast
you really are the one i love the most
i cant stop myself from thinking about you because your constantly on my mind
you said forever and always,
and this time you mean it.
that means so much to me i start to cry
i stare at it for hours and each time my heart beast so fast
you really are the one i love the most
i cant stop myself from thinking about you because your constantly on my mind
you said forever and always,
and this time you mean it.
The thing i want the most
I know right from wrong but why is it that when im with you your all i can see?
How are you so wrong for me?
i know and understand what you did to me but i cant take to lose you over a great mistake
you are my everything so why is that so difficult to say?
you are what ive been waiting for
you will always be the boy you were until i changed you
our feelings are complicated
all i know is that i want to be with you
but that is a secret "she" will never know
i am breaking all the rules for you because right now you are worth it to me
i just dont know how to deal with all the misery that will come when we decided to go our separate ways
but right now,
your the thing i want the most.
How are you so wrong for me?
i know and understand what you did to me but i cant take to lose you over a great mistake
you are my everything so why is that so difficult to say?
you are what ive been waiting for
you will always be the boy you were until i changed you
our feelings are complicated
all i know is that i want to be with you
but that is a secret "she" will never know
i am breaking all the rules for you because right now you are worth it to me
i just dont know how to deal with all the misery that will come when we decided to go our separate ways
but right now,
your the thing i want the most.
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