the final time

This time It didn’t hurt as much
I looked but I did not shead a tear

I was okay with you leaving for the 3rd time

I promised you I would not cry because I have too many times before
But when you said you loved me for the final time
I hung up the phone and cried in silence
For you are never ment to come back to me

You say you will always love me,
But where are you when I need you the most,
When im crying alone in my room
Because you’re the one that hurt me,

This might be for the best
But you mean so much to me
Deep down I knew this was ment to be

I don’t want to see your face
Just hearing your voice is to much for me

I cant even begin to understand how im going to make it through my day without you

You were my whole life
You were my everything

I can live without us together
But I could not survive on this earth if you were not on it.