The faster she runs the more she stumbles,
She chases after some thing she believes is what she wants the most,
Everytime she falls
She gets back up
But she gets hurt everytime she hits the ground
As the rain pours down her back,
Her face in the mud,
The tears running down her face
Because she doesn't want to run anymore.
What is the point of chasing after something that doesn't want to be caught?
Maybe she is not chasing after something,
But instead she is running away from being alone,
She's running so fast to catch up with the one who left just moments before she did,
Her feet can not run as fast as her heart beats,
Or as fast as the tears run down her face.
She is no longer chasing after something,
She is running away,
From all of it.
To find the one that is nothing like him
she prays to god to find happiness again
all she wants is for them to never have met
so then she wouldn't had to of felt all that pain
he will always be that way
coming back to her because she was different from all the others
he says he still loves her but those words she will always know are a lie
"have fun with all these girls that are nothing like her and will never be"
she says while she sets out to find the one that is nothing like him
the one who really care about everything she is
but he was never even worth her time
all she wants is for them to never have met
so then she wouldn't had to of felt all that pain
he will always be that way
coming back to her because she was different from all the others
he says he still loves her but those words she will always know are a lie
"have fun with all these girls that are nothing like her and will never be"
she says while she sets out to find the one that is nothing like him
the one who really care about everything she is
but he was never even worth her time
1 love
its a risk that they are taking
divided by a world full of people
but destined to be together
2 hearts
1 love
together forever but always apart
never say never
but its time to part
life goes by fast when your with the one you love
but when it starts to slow down you know hes not the one
written:
febuary 26
divided by a world full of people
but destined to be together
2 hearts
1 love
together forever but always apart
never say never
but its time to part
life goes by fast when your with the one you love
but when it starts to slow down you know hes not the one
written:
febuary 26
Stop
Stop
Stop telling me you love me, because you don’t
Stop looking at me with those blue eyes
Stop holding me so close that I feel as if I am protected from the world
Stop telling me these lies that I know I cant believe,
But I want to
Stop breaking us apart
Stop making me hurt so much that my body shakes
Just stop
Tell me why I love you so much
Tell me why I always take you back
Why I get so upset when someone else is the new me
But why do I care since you mean nothing to me.
Stop telling me you love me, because you don’t
Stop looking at me with those blue eyes
Stop holding me so close that I feel as if I am protected from the world
Stop telling me these lies that I know I cant believe,
But I want to
Stop breaking us apart
Stop making me hurt so much that my body shakes
Just stop
Tell me why I love you so much
Tell me why I always take you back
Why I get so upset when someone else is the new me
But why do I care since you mean nothing to me.
My favorite
You played me
You played me like you played all the others
We were all to blind to see it
That every word that came out of your mouth was a complete lie
And you continue to deny it
Out of all the lies you told me
I love you was my favorite
You played me like you played all the others
We were all to blind to see it
That every word that came out of your mouth was a complete lie
And you continue to deny it
Out of all the lies you told me
I love you was my favorite
i know you
I know you
And some how I know her
You tell her sweet things
You tell her you love her
You leave her speechless
You make her want you so much,
That she would walk through the snow in the middle of the night just tell you that she loves you,
She lays awake for hours just to talk about things that you won’t remember in the morning
She says hangs up the phone when you fall asleep to the sound of her voice
You write her songs that she knows by ear
Because it’s hers and no one else’s
You kiss her softly but passionately
You have your differences but you love her for her
She is jealous of all the other girls because she is afraid to lose you
You tell her that she is that only one you will ever need
But yet eventually you will break her heart
And some how I know her,
Because she used to be,
Me.
And some how I know her
You tell her sweet things
You tell her you love her
You leave her speechless
You make her want you so much,
That she would walk through the snow in the middle of the night just tell you that she loves you,
She lays awake for hours just to talk about things that you won’t remember in the morning
She says hangs up the phone when you fall asleep to the sound of her voice
You write her songs that she knows by ear
Because it’s hers and no one else’s
You kiss her softly but passionately
You have your differences but you love her for her
She is jealous of all the other girls because she is afraid to lose you
You tell her that she is that only one you will ever need
But yet eventually you will break her heart
And some how I know her,
Because she used to be,
Me.
the final time
This time It didn’t hurt as much
I looked but I did not shead a tear
I was okay with you leaving for the 3rd time
I promised you I would not cry because I have too many times before
But when you said you loved me for the final time
I hung up the phone and cried in silence
For you are never ment to come back to me
You say you will always love me,
But where are you when I need you the most,
When im crying alone in my room
Because you’re the one that hurt me,
This might be for the best
But you mean so much to me
Deep down I knew this was ment to be
I don’t want to see your face
Just hearing your voice is to much for me
I cant even begin to understand how im going to make it through my day without you
You were my whole life
You were my everything
I can live without us together
But I could not survive on this earth if you were not on it.
I looked but I did not shead a tear
I was okay with you leaving for the 3rd time
I promised you I would not cry because I have too many times before
But when you said you loved me for the final time
I hung up the phone and cried in silence
For you are never ment to come back to me
You say you will always love me,
But where are you when I need you the most,
When im crying alone in my room
Because you’re the one that hurt me,
This might be for the best
But you mean so much to me
Deep down I knew this was ment to be
I don’t want to see your face
Just hearing your voice is to much for me
I cant even begin to understand how im going to make it through my day without you
You were my whole life
You were my everything
I can live without us together
But I could not survive on this earth if you were not on it.
His life
As he thinks about his life
She lays her head down to cry
The world without him wouldn’t be a world worth living in
He has caused her so much pain
And he has so much to say sorry for
As he pick up the knife
She feels him slowly starting to go from this world
But she’s still there breathing
She knows he’s not going to come back
Tears pour out of her eyes
As she forgets all the lies
And all the times he’s made her cry
Her tears fun down her face as the blood drips from his cold body
All the things they fought over were so meaningless
She wishes all those words would be left unsaid
He said he’s better off alone but being alone for the rest of forever,
Does not sound like the lifetime of happiness
You would have had if you stayed on this earth just a few moments longer,
To realize all you had in store and everything that this earth had to offer you.
She lays her head down to cry
The world without him wouldn’t be a world worth living in
He has caused her so much pain
And he has so much to say sorry for
As he pick up the knife
She feels him slowly starting to go from this world
But she’s still there breathing
She knows he’s not going to come back
Tears pour out of her eyes
As she forgets all the lies
And all the times he’s made her cry
Her tears fun down her face as the blood drips from his cold body
All the things they fought over were so meaningless
She wishes all those words would be left unsaid
He said he’s better off alone but being alone for the rest of forever,
Does not sound like the lifetime of happiness
You would have had if you stayed on this earth just a few moments longer,
To realize all you had in store and everything that this earth had to offer you.
Why
Why does my body still tremble?
When you tell me about all the others
I can’t decide
I’m done when I convince myself I don’t need you
I fall back in love with you every time I’m about to lose you
You play with my emotions
But why,
Why do I love you so much?
That I can’t wait to see your face
Why do I still smile for hours when you tell me you love me?
Why do I miss you so much I can’t wait to see you?
I love you even though you break my heart every time
When you tell me about all the others
I can’t decide
I’m done when I convince myself I don’t need you
I fall back in love with you every time I’m about to lose you
You play with my emotions
But why,
Why do I love you so much?
That I can’t wait to see your face
Why do I still smile for hours when you tell me you love me?
Why do I miss you so much I can’t wait to see you?
I love you even though you break my heart every time
theres nothing left to say
Theres nothing left to say
Weve said our goodbyes
We said we are better off apart
Even after everything we’ve been through
I still cannot hate you
After all the pain you have caused me
I still cant let go of the moments when you took my breath away
Those are the moment I will always remember
All the pain is forgotten
But I know it is still there
I still feel it
Maybe we are better off this way
Maybe we were just never ment to be
I said you were the only guy I would ever feel this way for
I meant that
But maybe it is time to forget about those feelings
And find someone who makes me feel better then you ever did
I lose myself in all the confusion
But I promise I would not cry
That was a promise I was not able to keep
You said you loved me for the last time
And when it hit me that you have lost the game
That it was really over
That we were not together forever
I began to cry
When I realize that you are not worth my tears
That is when I know I will be okay
Weve said our goodbyes
We said we are better off apart
Even after everything we’ve been through
I still cannot hate you
After all the pain you have caused me
I still cant let go of the moments when you took my breath away
Those are the moment I will always remember
All the pain is forgotten
But I know it is still there
I still feel it
Maybe we are better off this way
Maybe we were just never ment to be
I said you were the only guy I would ever feel this way for
I meant that
But maybe it is time to forget about those feelings
And find someone who makes me feel better then you ever did
I lose myself in all the confusion
But I promise I would not cry
That was a promise I was not able to keep
You said you loved me for the last time
And when it hit me that you have lost the game
That it was really over
That we were not together forever
I began to cry
When I realize that you are not worth my tears
That is when I know I will be okay
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