The Cure

When i needed somewhere to place my heart,
You were always there.
Don't leave me tonight,
I'll wait all day,
Just so you can listen to what i have to say.

When i left you,
I wanted you to follow,
Not to go away.

Now my heart feels hollow,
The large part you took up in it,
Is now empty.
Will you get me something to stitch it?
Because it is all broken.

We were always known for our goodbyes.
They were always so hard to do.
I never wanted to lose you.
But look at everything we've went through,
At least i still try to talk to you,
But you refuse.

I can't forget all the times when i would cry myself to sleep,
Because everything you did to me hurt me so deep.

Not now or forever you will want me to come back.
Not now or forever you will stop the lies.

But i can't forget the times we spent together.
You are my drug and i am your addict.
There is no cure to my addiction.
The more pain you cause me,
The more i want you to want me.

There is not cure...so how do i let you go?

I'll Always Be Your Baby

Baby,
Sleep tight.
Maybe your heart will heal over night.
These words are all coming out.
This is sorry for the last time.
Don't cry yourself to sleep,
You will see me in your dreams,
Because ill always be your baby.

Melissa

the same sent comes from her breath,
as her daughter lays on the floor not able to move.
a bruise on her face,
the tears being to flow.
she hit her harder then the glass hits the table for more.

i forever will be

as we lay in the grass in each others arms,
staring off into space,
thinking about life ahead,
but this is the moment that we won't want to forget.
this is the moment when you came back to me.
it was the only thing in my future i wanted.

everything is silent as we lay there.
nothing could ruin this,
no one can find us.

when we are together,
the earth hides us form the rest of the world so that was can be together.
this is where i wasn't to be.
but the real world is calling,
and soon i remember we are not supposed to be.
no matter how bad we want to be forever.
life always gets in the way,
but not this time.

the world the earths creates around is when we are alone is where i want to be,
and forever will.

I try and find you

when my world is crashing down,
and my tears are flowing out,
that's when i try and find you.

when there's nothing left to lose,
all my bets are on you,
that's when i try and find you.

when my wings are broken and my heart is shattered,
when the whole world has turned it's back on me,
that's when i try and find you.

when my will power is not enough,
and i want to give up,
that's when i try and find you.

His words to a son he never met

die.
die.
an irreversible mistake.
body and blood of mine.
die.
die.
never met you,
never want to.

you.
that little light of mine,
will never shine in my presence.
die.
die.

you are not wanted.

never saw your face.
never knew your name.
never want you around.
die.
die.

these are the only words i spoke to you.
only words youll ever hear from me.

i am a faint image in your memory.
a figment of your imagination.
i am not real you to you.
and you dont exist to me.

die.
die.