the point of no return

She was barley hanging on,
Just a girl who had to watch everyone she loved die before her eyes,
Their faces had not yet left a big enough memory in her head but some did.
She went through life knowing that eventually everyone she loves will go,
What is she to do but to not love at all?
Loneliness scares her.
The thought of leaving and never coming back worries her.
She had reached the point of no return
But managed to stop 3 steps before reaching that absolute point.
And she returned home.

No one is meant to grow up with no one.
No one is meant to live without someone.