life to come after this

i'm scared, just so scared of life when i'm done.
i used to lay awake and think of the worst that could happen,
i still dread those thoughts but what will i do when it actually becomes real?

this place that i will go to.
what will happen to me and the ones i love?

i am not ready, but who is?
these feeling haunt me.
but why should they?

i'm just so scared of what ill leave behind and the things i never got to do.

i'm afraid people will forget but its hard to remember everything about me.

i'm just scared of the life to come after this one.